about fears, anxieties, etc.

09/12/2015 10:32
“Blessed daughter of my Will, you should know that ones own reflections, impressions, oppressions, melancholies, doubts, little fears, they impede the divine reflections, the holy impressions, the rapid flight toward Heaven, the joys of true good, the celestial peace; they are as so much rubble thrown inside of a lake, while the person is gazing in those clear waters as inside of a mirror, and she sees all entire her person, that it is beautiful and ordered.
“Now what happens? while she is gazing in those most clear waters, (there) becomes thrown in that lake a little rubble, the water is rippled, becomes turbid and forms so many rings and more rings as to muddy all the water, and of the poor person that was gazing at herself what happened to her? as they formed the rings in the water, thus they carried away some a foot, some an arm, some a hand, some the head, in a way that she sees herself all strangled by the ripples of those waters, who has made it that she has lost the limpidity of those waters, in a way that she can not see her entire image anymore, but in a way as to make one pity, who has it been(,) a little rubble.
“Such is the soul created by God, more than (a) most clear font, in which more than (a) most clear font, God should gaze at himself in her, and she in God, now the reflections, the oppressions, the doubts, fears, et cetera, are as so much rubble cast in the depth of her soul and God gazing at himself in her, doesn’t see himself all entirely, but as divided into so many parts, hence the strength, the divine joy, the sanctity, the unity of peace is divided, this will impede her from knowing who God is, how much he loves her and what he wants from her, and himself wanting her to gaze in God, these rubbles will impede her step making her limp in the walk, impeding her flight in order to gaze at herself in He who has created her. While they seem things of nothing, and yet in this becomes formed the knowledge of God in the creature, the union, the sanctity, the gazing of God in the creature and she in God. Not if the soul is disturbed by these rubbles that can be called trifles of the soul, that lacking the solidity and substance of true love, they are always made turbid and God is not able to mirror himself in them in order to form his beautiful image, therefore be attentive and always search my Will.”  July 12,1937